i haven't posted much recently. i don't have a good reason why. i've just been meandering through life without purpose or the desire to find said purpose. simply wandering. and it's starting to terrify me. people say that you don't have to know what you're doing with your life at the age of 20, and i couldn't agree more. that doesn't mean i'm happy with the fact that i have no idea who i am or who i want to be. i'm just the shell of a human, walking around like a zombie, going through the daily routine. like i'm waiting for some catalyst to come and change my life. but it isn't going to come. there is no certain thing thats going to spur my life into action. it needs to come from within. i just need to start searching, rather than wandering.
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