my life feels like a movie. this can't be happening to me. except in my movie, there is no knight in shining armour to hold me up. i am the heroine, needing to be strong and learning to stand on her own two feet. gaining independence. figuring out how to survive through insufferable amounts of pain. but i can't help but hope that its just a dream and soon i'll wake up and everything will be better again.
sweet bekah.
ReplyDeleteyou are so strong...I cannot even imagine the weight that you are bearing and the pain and sadness you carry with you every day.
I pray though, that through all of this that you will remember that while learning to be strong is a precious lesson it is okay to crumble under the wieght of it all and not be okay too. while there may not be 'a knight in shining armor' per se, you do have a God who loves you deeply and so many people that He has put around you that would be more that happy to let you be broken.
I know its hard to see the purpose and it's okay to question and to be angry. but I pray you are able to trust Him and remember that in the end, God is good...He is so good and sometime we will get to see His work in all of this.
praying for you always.